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Offline kana

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #63 on: January 13, 2014, 09:55:00 AM »
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I am glad to be on this side of the weekend!  The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
Amen! Got to keep busy right now and keep the mind occupied...
The nic bitch is a pile of steaming dog shit. Do you want dog shit in your mouth??

Sorry I'm on a big dog shit kick this morning.
this is the mindset that will set you free. it just takes time, but in time you won't think about it anymore. you have my word..peace
we choose our battles.. the battles we do fight, be aware that they have to be, but passion rules? James Hetfield

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #62 on: January 13, 2014, 09:28:00 AM »
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I am glad to be on this side of the weekend!  The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
Amen! Got to keep busy right now and keep the mind occupied...
The nic bitch is a pile of steaming dog shit. Do you want dog shit in your mouth??

Sorry I'm on a big dog shit kick this morning.
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #61 on: January 13, 2014, 09:19:00 AM »
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I am glad to be on this side of the weekend! The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
Amen! Got to keep busy right now and keep the mind occupied...

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #60 on: January 13, 2014, 06:29:00 AM »
I am glad to be on this side of the weekend! The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
--Focus on Remedies, Not Faults - Jack Nicklaus
--Do or Do Not, There is NO Try - Yoda
--Recalculating! - The GPS bitch!
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #59 on: January 11, 2014, 10:17:00 AM »
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Yesterday was a good day! I had some crave episodes that I was able to work through on here and by changing my mind. I would not have believed it 11 days ago that coming to a web site and reading about people doing the same thing I'm doing would make a nickel's worth of difference to me but it really does. 'Crazy'

Thanks for quitting with me today!
This is what it's all about Apo. Some days are better than others in our personal battles, but the KTC community is strong all day every day and that's why it works. I quit with you today.
"I am a nicotine addict and there is nothing I can do about it; I am also a quitter, and that, I can do plenty about." - Grizzly25

Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #58 on: January 11, 2014, 10:06:00 AM »
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Yesterday was a good day! I had some crave episodes that I was able to work through on here and by changing my mind. I would not have believed it 11 days ago that coming to a web site and reading about people doing the same thing I'm doing would make a nickel's worth of difference to me but it really does. 'Crazy'

Thanks for quitting with me today!
Apogee....yes sir, this shit works, it works, it works! QLF every minute, every hour, every day, and drink this Kool-Aid we call KTC. Post roll every day, and know that we are the wings that carry each other through this. Congrats on your 11 days. You go some kinda quit goin' on brother!

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #57 on: January 11, 2014, 07:50:00 AM »
Yesterday was a good day! I had some crave episodes that I was able to work through on here and by changing my mind. I would not have believed it 11 days ago that coming to a web site and reading about people doing the same thing I'm doing would make a nickel's worth of difference to me but it really does. 'Crazy'

Thanks for quitting with me today!
--Focus on Remedies, Not Faults - Jack Nicklaus
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #56 on: January 10, 2014, 10:05:00 PM »
Hey you are right! Thanks for pointing out a milestone! cowboy
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #55 on: January 10, 2014, 03:52:00 PM »
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Another day quit! Feeling good today!
Apogee...
Congrats on the double digit quit. Day 10 today? Niiiiiice. It's worth the grind every day. I quit with you today!
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #54 on: January 10, 2014, 06:21:00 AM »
Another day quit! Feeling good today!
--Focus on Remedies, Not Faults - Jack Nicklaus
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #53 on: January 09, 2014, 04:37:00 PM »
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Thanks to all!  I am making it through.  Rdad you make a valid point, I had these kinds of days before while using so this probably has nothing to do with the quit!

I also have some non-KTC support that I spent some time with today and she talked me through some of the issues.

I'm all good at this point and feel confident about the rest of the day! 
'nutkick'
cowboy
Good for you. She probably gave you all the "support" you needed huh? Just had to work out some aggression I'm sure. 'boob'

'crackup'

Quit with you today bro!
That's the thing about being part of an online community that only has a bunch of hardass dudes, everyone immediately goes into the gutter 'flush' when a female is mentioned!

I like it! 'drool'

But unfortunately it was actually only just talking! 'finger point'

Quit with you too!
You've been warned....I was being relatively tame compared to what the Mods and vets would've done with that one. 'arse'
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Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #52 on: January 09, 2014, 04:14:00 PM »
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Thanks to all!  I am making it through.  Rdad you make a valid point, I had these kinds of days before while using so this probably has nothing to do with the quit!

I also have some non-KTC support that I spent some time with today and she talked me through some of the issues.

I'm all good at this point and feel confident about the rest of the day! 
'nutkick'
cowboy
Good for you. She probably gave you all the "support" you needed huh? Just had to work out some aggression I'm sure. 'boob'

'crackup'

Quit with you today bro!
That's the thing about being part of an online community that only has a bunch of hardass dudes, everyone immediately goes into the gutter 'flush' when a female is mentioned!

I like it! 'drool'

But unfortunately it was actually only just talking! 'finger point'

Quit with you too!
--Focus on Remedies, Not Faults - Jack Nicklaus
--Do or Do Not, There is NO Try - Yoda
--Recalculating! - The GPS bitch!
--462 Just ahead of me! - Maynard

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #51 on: January 09, 2014, 02:30:00 PM »
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Thanks to all! I am making it through. Rdad you make a valid point, I had these kinds of days before while using so this probably has nothing to do with the quit!

I also have some non-KTC support that I spent some time with today and she talked me through some of the issues.

I'm all good at this point and feel confident about the rest of the day!
'nutkick'
cowboy
Good for you. She probably gave you all the "support" you needed huh? Just had to work out some aggression I'm sure. 'boob'

'crackup'

Quit with you today bro!
"I am a nicotine addict and there is nothing I can do about it; I am also a quitter, and that, I can do plenty about." - Grizzly25

Today I choose to quit because today is the only day I have control over today. Tomorrow is a new day and when tomorrow is today, I'll control it too, but not until then. I will win this fight with today...

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #50 on: January 09, 2014, 02:17:00 PM »
Thanks to all! I am making it through. Rdad you make a valid point, I had these kinds of days before while using so this probably has nothing to do with the quit!

I also have some non-KTC support that I spent some time with today and she talked me through some of the issues.

I'm all good at this point and feel confident about the rest of the day!
'nutkick'
cowboy
--Focus on Remedies, Not Faults - Jack Nicklaus
--Do or Do Not, There is NO Try - Yoda
--Recalculating! - The GPS bitch!
--462 Just ahead of me! - Maynard

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #49 on: January 09, 2014, 12:18:00 PM »
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Today I am just plain pissed.  Every little thing is aggravating.  'bang head'

Struggling right now!
Just remember that once you've gotten thru this suck you'll never have to do it again. Get a workout in or chew about 6 pieces of double bubble at a time until your jaw hurts.

You got this and you're already thru several days of the suck. It gets better, oh so much better. Gitchur big boy pants on and stick it to the NB. Quit with you today Apo
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You don't know but maybe you could just be pissed. Tell yourself that not everything you feel is caused by quitting. There is too much good that is going to come out of our quitting. Life altering shit that goes beyond just quitting dip. But changing who we are. Don't you fucking dare throw that future away for a lip full of cat shit! Don't forget the last 9 days. You are doing this. Its like the stock market. Ups and downs but a general steady rise to freedom. Just keep going dammit!
Alright lets go, I'll help you kick the sh*t out of something, we will start with a punching bag and see where it takes us.....

Hey man the fight is strong with you. that means you are winning. Hang tight as these days will happen. And when the consecutive days grow, they still happen but now because of a G D idiot and not the poison.

well done, head high, hands high to protect. Always vigilant, never surrender.